wildly

I am wildly overwhelmed by the vast amount i wish to read/see/hear/learn.

And i haven't the stamina for it.

I haven't even the stamina to be a person.
Thus why i spent the late afternoon reading Philip Pullman's Grimm Tales in a horizontal position.
I only dragged, and i mean dragged, myself out of bed at 2:30pm.
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Human sloth, ready for the sideshow.
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I am in constant despair of myself.